Detached

This feeling.. in me.. is.. neither love nor hatred. The best word I can think of right now to describe it is ‘Detached’. I feel detached from everything, but in a good way, i.e. I am still happy. I believe this might be some version of that feeling where people talk about connecting with that eternal power. I feel I am at peace. And this is not a permanent feeling, I know it. This will eventually fade away. But as of now, I don’t know for how long, I feel Calm.

This ‘Detachment’ is where only observation seems like a task. I just want to sit in woods, or for that matter even a bus stand would work, and stare at the scenery/people. Honestly! I like observing, people/sky/river/wind/sunshine/walls everything. And I find it comfortable to stare at anything but human, because at some point the person whom you are observing (or according to him/her are staring at) gets conscious. Though, the most interesting subject is humans.

I believe, the power of noticing makes you the superior. When one starts observing and noticing those little things then only he/she can be great. Great here does not only mean, Alexander the Great; but means that great as oneself(the area of greatness may differ person to person). When you can make some time out to see what others ignore, then only you are the super you.

So, stop and take a pause. As they say in advertisements ‘Kitkat break banta h’. Just take a break and notice, slow down your life and notice things happening in a slow motion. Then only can you conquer Time. Then only you can feel this detachment, even if for few moments, it is the most pacifying feeling.

PS: The word ‘I’ signifies oneself. Entity that is closest and dearest to everyone. Give time to the most important person/soul in your life, i.e. the ‘I’ for you. Please yourself. Also ‘Sweet November’ movie is suggested.